Monday, October 10

cabaran demi cabaran.. bersabarlah sayang..

just entry meluah perasaan.. sila tekan X kepada yang bukan minah + mat leleh sikit..

he really got many problems this week.. same goes to me.. but i thought that his problem is more complicated than mines.. because i like to make my simple problem getting worst by myself and it take long time to be solve.. perempuan.. biasalah kan..

bout two week i've been busy for my final examination..sampai tak sempat nak manja manja sakan kekononya., there are no free time to make a simple call, do message for the whole day, go for a dinner with him and spend time with him during weekend.. sorry sweetheart.. tak terniat pon nak buat wak camtu.. sampaikan wak ajak pergi teman beli barang pon saya boleh cakap tak nak.. kejam betol kan.. i know it's my fault.. we never been through this bad situation before.. eventhough there just a minute to see each other we made it like an hour with our cheerish laugh and really miss that time..

a few days ago you said that you had the fever.. i'm so worried.. but i know i can do nothing other than keep remind you to take care of yourself.. eventhough in word you said you don't mind bout that, but i know deep in your heart you feel lonely and need someone by your side.. once again.. i'm so sorry my hero..

yesterday you still make me cry.. ''wak, malam semalam saya accident.., saya call wak tapi wak tak jawab pon...''.. Ya Allah.. perasaanya macam aku dah tak tahu nak buat apa..  tyme tu baru nak breakfast, then baru teringat yang semalam tyme maghrib ada miscall dari teruna..aku nak call semula tak ada kredit.. just left him with a simple message to takecare then terus have shower and dinner.. i'm just waiting and after the midnyte he still not reply for my message,then im just go for sleep.. tak tahu menahu langsung yang dia tengah begelut lam masalah rupanya tyme tu.. kenapalah dengan aku nie...

syukur kepada Tuhan.. teruna tak cedera teruk sangat.. jux lutut ngan siku je yang luka teruk.. tu pon aku dapat tengok guna 3g... cukuplah sekali time dua tahun lepas tak salah teruna accident teruk sampaikan ibu ngan ayah dia pon dia tak kenal.. at that time i just got a message from his friends.. just a message.. tak tahu pon ngan lebih lanjut keadaan dia.. sangat sedih dan tak tahu nak cakap apa dah time tu.. then i think bout his condition.. even his mom and his dad he can't remember, then how bout me..? tapi Allah beri kesempatan lagi tuk hubungan kami.. i keep texting him eventhough i know there are too many possibility that could happen at that time.. and the next two days im crying like a little babies when i got a message from him that said he miss me and he need me at that time.. it's too possible sayang sebab im too far from you..

i know i can't be the best girlfriend for you dear.. but i'm promised to change myself to be a perfect future wife for you.. im lucky to have you because there are no man that i've meet that always said '' That's not your fault dear,that is our fault..'' in whatever problem that we've been faced.. sorry dear for all my mistake.. hopefully you will get well soon and have a perfect daily life back.. just one thing that you should know.. i'll love you while Allah still lend to me a beautiful life and you as my hero to live in that life.

When You Were Only 5 Years Old, I Said I Love You...
You Asked Me: "What Is It?"

When You Were 15 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Blushed.. You Look Down And Smile..

When You Were 20 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Put Your Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand.. Afraid That I Might Dissapear..

When You Were 25 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me, And Kiss My Forhead And Said : "You Better Be Quick, Is’s Gonna Be Late.."

When You Were 30 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Said: "If You Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work.."

When You Were 40 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear, But It’s Time For You To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision.."

When You Were 50 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Were Knitting And You Laugh At Me..

When You Were 60 Years Old, I Said I Love You....
You Smile At Me..

When You Were 70 Years Old. I Said I Love You....
We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On.. I’m Reading Your Love Letter That You Sent To Me 50 Years Ago..With Our Hand Crossing Together..

When You Were 80 Years Old, You Said You Love Me!
I Didn’t Say Anything But Cried.

We may not express it but when we say "I Love You" we want our partner also to say the same... there are many ways of expressing love but nothing can play the same magic that these 3 words can play when said in return ♥ ♥

love you, TERUNA..=')

sapu sikit semak semak : sila jangan gelakkan bahasa omputeh daku yang meghaban tak ketentuan hala.. k bai..


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